She…He…It’s Baaaaaack!

The duckling count is dropping. The piddly number of six ducklings is now down to five and I don’t have to look very far to find the reason why.

Snapping turtle
Snapping turtle, circa 2021

Now, I’m not implying that the snapping turtle is snapping up the ducklings…and the goslings. The geese parents are down from four to three. What I am implying is that the snapping turtle loves fresh waterfowl meat…bones…cartilage…beaks…you name it and the snapping turtle will eat it. Even cheese.

Snapping turtle enjoying a piece of American cheese.

I don’t know if this lovely creature is the same snapping turtle that last visited me in 2019.

Snapping Turtle

It was rumored that snapper met his/her demise when a truck flattened it on River Street.

Yes, I know, there can be more than one snapping turtle in the Concord River but these are really big snapping turtles. Can the area of the river in my little corner of the world support apex predators this large in multiple numbers?

Something to ponder while I enjoy my new and improved snapping turtle. He’s back. Or maybe it’s she’s back.

Snapping turtle, June 2021

Oh well, it’s back.

On a side note, my yard has been certified as a Wildlife Habitat by the National Wildlife Federation. I know, it’s time for a happy dance.

It’s super easy to get your property certified, head to this link and find out the details.

Along with receiving a cool flag you’ll be helping out the native wildlife in your area.

My cool new flag from the National Wildlife Federation.

May I also suggest that while you’re on YouTube you should subscribe to my channel; you’ll earn Karma chips.

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Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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Just when I had given up all hope!

I was certain I would only be a grandmother to goslings this season.

Since I’m still finding lone eggs scattered around my yard, I was just about to give up any hope of ducklings when, wham, a hen arrived with six ducklings in tow.

It’s about time.


Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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Freaky Spring

Perhaps you saw the movie Freaky Friday, either the 1976 version with Jodie Foster and Barbara Harris or the remake with Jamie Lee Curtis and Lindsay Lohan. Both versions were a lot of fun and well worth a peak, if you haven’t seen them.

Don’t worry, my blog hasn’t become a place for Disney to advertise its movies; the entertainment giant doesn’t need any help. I’m bringing up the movies because they both revolved around a plot where everything gets turned upside-down and all-around, just like what is going on in my little corner of the Concord River.

Remember my blog post regarding the nest of ducks eggs that kept appearing, disappearing, appearing, and then disappearing? What? You haven’t read it. Damn. Okay, here’s the link. Go read it and come back when you’re done.

Ready? Good. Now let me see, where was I? Oh yes, a very freaky spring. Observe…

A Mallard hen deposited one lone egg under my Hosta. She dug out a crevice and nestled the egg within it, then walked away. Something, possibly a Bluejay, pecked a hole in the egg and the ants took over. I blessed the egg and gave it to the river. As I walked back to my life I wondered why a hen would lay just one egg and why wasn’t she incubating said egg?

I didn’t get very far in my pondering, or walk, when I spied…


Seriously, was this hen auditioning for a job as the Easter Bunny? And, what creature is opening the eggs so the ants can feast on the undeveloped chicks?

A second blessing and this egg joined its brother/sister in the river. I returned to my gardening duties when in my Bearded Iris bed I spied…

Do you see it? Down in the right corner.

…You guessed it, a third egg.


The ants didn’t even wait for something to peck an opening in this shell. They covered the egg and somehow figured out how to get in on their own. Another blessing was cast and the egg joined its siblings.

Three lone eggs. Add them to the ones I found, lost, and found again under my Solomon’s Seal plants and I was beginning to wonder if there was something wrong with my property when my neighbor rescued my derailed train of thought. He entered my yard, a napkin in his hand in which he cradled a duck egg. Seems his five-year-old son found it under some plants in their garden. “Look, Daddy, an egg!”

Blessing time again!

Please, someone, explain what is going on with the Mallard hens. I realize it is a bit early to see chicks trailing behind their mama, something that doesn’t usually happen until the second or third week of June.

June 10, 2019.

However, at this rate the hen or hens who are laying eggs willy-nilly are only going to have a score of ants following behind; no chicks.

If the Mallard egg situation wasn’t enough to make me want to scream at the freakiness of Spring 2021, let me address the weather! When did spring mean temperatures in the nineties?

According to data collected by weather stations throughout each state during the years 1971 to 2000, this is what the spread of temperatures should look like.

This a breakdown of the temps from the month of May 2021 for my little corner of the Concord River.

Windy, dry, humid, and HOT. Look at these numbers!

Okay, maybe it hasn’t been as hot as some places in the world but when I’m expecting mild temps and I find myself sweating buckets, I reserve the right to complain. 😡

While you’re studying the above data table (There will be a test at the end of this post.) check out the wind gusts. A typical breeze for my area is between 4 and 5 MPH, but noooooo, we’re getting close to 40 MPH. That’s a BIG difference.

Actually, Zephryos stirred things up back at the beginning of March. Remember the oak tree?

March 4, 2021.

Zephryos is one of the Anemoi, the Greek gods known as the Gods of the Four Winds. There is Boreas the North-Wind, Zephryos (Zephyrus) the West, Notos (Notus) the South, and Euros (Eurus) the East. Each of these gods is associated with a season — Euros giving us autumn breezes; Boreas offering the cold breath of winter; Zephyros is responsible for spring zephyrs; and Notos, summer rain-storms. Perhaps the brothers are just having some good ol’ fashioned fun as they blew the dickens out of my little world.

Do you need more freakiness to convince you this is a freaky spring? Okay, a Baltimore Oriole had chosen my yard as his nesting territory. No, that’s not the freaky part.

Let’s call this fellow Stanley.

We’ll call Stanley’s mate Stella. While Stanley sang about his beautiful territory and stunning mate, Stella spent time gathering the string I would leave out for her to use as building material for their nest.

Stanley and Stella were happy until one day an interloper arrived and challenged Stanley to a duel. The two birds fought an aerial battle worthy of Snoopy and The Red Baron. (I dare you not to smile while watching this video.)

Lots of squawking ensued as the birds swooped in a display of vivid orange feathers. The interloper feigned a left but banked sharply to the right, I can only image he was hoping to outsmart Stanley. Sadly, he didn’t bank tight enough and hit my office window. Dead in an instant. Stanley sang his victorious song while I buried the interloper’s body in my garden.

What of Stella, you ask? Oh, she told Stanley to quite fooling around and help her gather more string.

Need more evidence this is a freaky spring? How about this? Someone dumped over 20 full leaf bags in the marsh. Yup, just dumped them off his (I’m assuming it was a man) big-ass truck into the Federally-protected, I might add, marsh. Twenty-plus Market Basket Lawn-and-Leaf bags distributed on both sides of Elsie Ave.

My neighbor called the police and I called the town’s DPW department; we both received less than helpful responses. I notified the EPA and my neighbor climbed down into the tick (more on ticks in a bit) infested poison ivy and dragged the bags up the embankment and onto the road. He then enlisted a few more neighbors and got the town to come out and pick up the bags. Okay, here’s my question: What kind of  🤬  dumps bags of leaves and stuff into a marsh when the town will pick up unlimited bags for free? Or, What kind of  🤬  dumps  🤬  into a marsh, period?

On the subject of ticks, YUCK! This is going to be a bad season for the little varmints. Correction — it already IS a bad season. When I take Harlee for his morning walk I spy the blood suckers clinging to blades of grass just hoping either Harlee or I will brush against the vegetation.

Dog tick enlarged to look scary.

Thus far I’ve removed over a dozen from Harlee’s body. Damn ticks.

I hope I’ve enlightened you as to why 2021’s spring is freaky. If you’re not convinced, watch out for falling amphibians…

Google ‘plagues‘.

… and drunk gnomes.

Google ‘Bombay Bramble‘. Yum!

Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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A Room With A View

Or My Tangle With COVID-19

On the morning of Friday, April 23, it started with a feeling that someone, or something, had come into my bedroom during the night and beaten me with a rubber hose. I had achy-breaky-muscle-and-bone achiness. I lay in bed, buried my head under the covers, and willed my body to take a detour from the road it was on. Seeing it as a golden opportunity, the cats joined me and we took a long cat nap while Harlee slept on his new doggie bed.

Harlee on his new doggie bed back in March.

Little did I know what was in store for me. I slept through the day but did manage to drag myself to the door to let Harlee out to pee and other things (the yard is fenced, no worries) and then dragged myself back to bed.

As the day progressed my bedroom reprised this iconic scene from The Wizard of Oz. 🤢

Basically, I was a dizzy as heck.

That night I must have gotten up to pee because I woke to find myself on the bathroom floor. Guessed I passed out. The next day after letting Harlee back in from doing his business I walked to the kitchen and woke up with my face in his water dish. I can see the headline now: Local Woman Drowns in Dog’s Water Dish. Check off one more symptom.

It was back to bed for me. I was fearful that I had finally contracted you-know-what.

I know what you’re thinking, you’re thinking that there are other things to get sick from besides COVID-19 but you see I had been with someone a few days earlier who informed me on Thursday that he had tested positive for the nasty little virus. I saw him on Monday. By Saturday my throat was sore, I had a fever of 100.2, my stomach was trying to leave my body through my mouth, and my skull threatened to split open because someone, or something, was inside of it jackhammering like a pro. Yes, I did get tested and yes, I was infected.

Yeah, right. In my dreams. I don’t look this good on a day when I’m well, let alone being sick.
Photo by Andrea Piacquadio from Pexels

I won’t bore you with the list of symptoms I got to tick off as the virus had its way with me. Basically, without the caring support of my friends, Jill and Bob, I would have been left on my own to wallow in my despair. Jill would shop for soup and cookies, and Bob would double mask and deliver them. They even housed Harlee for the two weeks I was out of commission. Having had both their vaccine shots they felt safe caring for me and Harlee.

An important note: I had one vaccine under my belt, which is why my doctor felt I didn’t get hit as hard as I could have. However, let me tell you, it was no picnic.

With my snoozing kitties nestled against me …

Oreo, being so very cute.

… I lay in bed and watched the world outside my window. I had the birds and ducks that live in my little corner of the Concord River, along with my beautiful river, as my view. I must have done something right in my life that the Universe has blessed me in such a beautiful way. Thank you, Goddess.

A Mallard hen entertained me by pretending she was a Wood duck.

Wood ducks nest in trees, Mallards nest on the ground in hidden, out of the way locations. When I was well enough to venture outside I found a Mallard nest with two eggs tucked in amongst my Solomon Seal plants. With me stuck in bed for two weeks she had ample opportunity to select the perfect spot for her nest.

Photo from Pinterest.

The next morning the eggs were gone. Later that day five more eggs appeared in the nest and at dusk the hen was sitting on them. I didn’t dare take a photo so you’ll just have to believe me. The third morning all the eggs were gone again but later that day, at dusk again, she was back on the nest. Really, how many eggs can a Mallard hen pop out over a span of three days? And who was stealing the eggs to force her to lay more?

According to Ducks Unlimited:

If and when a hen renests are thought to be influenced by several factors. For example, the stage of progression of the nest at the time of its destruction is important. Ducks are “indeterminate layers.” They will continue to lay eggs until their clutch is complete (as opposed to “determinate layers,” which tend to lay a specific-sized clutch of eggs).

Good to know.

Other happenings outside my window? The American goldfinches finished their molting.

I also got to see lots of other birds at the feeder outside my bedroom window but didn’t manage to get photos. Again, just take my word for it and move on.

The view out my sick bed window also afforded me a stunning sunrise …

… and the three night show of the Pink Super Moon.

With a bit of maneuvering in my bed I had a clear view of my hummingbird garden.

… and my ducks.

Thank you, Bob, for feeding my ducks every day.

Time marched on, two weeks to be exact, and I am now clear of the virus. Far too many people weren’t and aren’t as lucky as me and my heart breaks for them, their loved ones, and all the other people in the world suffering from all the things that can take a life. 😔

On a more joyful note, guess what? They’re back! The Ruby-Throated Hummingbirds are here! Yay!

An old photo but a damn good one.

In closing I want to thank everyone who sent me well wishes through my YouTube channel. You are subscribed to my channel, right? Well, what are you waiting for? Hit subscribe and receive a ton of Karma chips.

COVID, go pound sand. Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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A Journey of a Thousand Blog Posts

Today, April 16, 2021, marks eight years I have been living in my little corner of the Concord River. It was on April 16, 2013, to be exact, my journey began. It has been one filled with radiant joy …

One of my first hummingbird photos.

… and deep, profound sorrow;

Mi manchi profondamente, mia amata immortale.

a journey of frustration …

Rustoleum Deck Restore, now called Rock Solid, sucks.

… and painful lessons learned.

My blind dog, Stevie, who I had to return to the rescue organization.

When I closed on my little house and was handed the keys, I was overcome with happiness, for I felt I had finally found my paradise.

My home, April 2013.

Along the way I’ve watched my river flow and birds fly.

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Isis, my Great Blue Heron.

One thing I’ve learned these past eight years is that there is a steady thread of continuity in my little corner of the river. That despite the ups-and-downs, and ins-and-outs of my life, some things remain constant.

For example, the mating pair of Mallards still sit on the retaining wall and keep watch over their domain.

Ducks, 2013
This photo was used by the realtor in the listing for what was to become my house.
It was one of the reasons I chose to view the property.
Ducks, 2021

The American Goldfinches molt during the month of April.

Female American Goldfinch, left. Male American Goldfinch on the right, in his molting stage, 2015
Male American Goldfinch, 2021.

The Ruby-throated Hummingbird migration brings them to my little corner of the Concord River.

Ruby-throated Hummingbird migration map, April 2016.
Ruby-throated Hummingbird migration map, April 2021. Yay, they’re in Rhode Island!
Get those nectar feeders up!

The Trout Lily emerges each Spring.

Trout Lily, April 2018.
Trout Lily, April 2021., getting ready to bloom.

The male Northern Cardinal courts the female by feeding her sunflowers seeds.

April, 2015. (I don’t have a photo for 2021 but trust me, it happened. 🥰)

The gardens get bigger.

Hummingbird garden, 2013.
Hummingbird garden, 2021.

The daffodils bloom each April.

Daffodils, April 2013.
Daffodils, April 2021.

Over the past eight years I have written close to 1000 posts (OMG! 😱).

I have photographed my river wearing winter’s white …

Concord river - snow
December 2018.

… and Autumn’s blush;

October 2018.

Spring’s earthy shades …

March 2019.

… and Summer’s bloom.

My Nile. (The Concord River flows north, just like Nile. 😊 )

Along the way I have taken a gazillion pictures of my river and her occupants, from snakes to turtles to bats to butterflies and, of course, her ducks.

Over the past eight years I have cried and laughed, and wished and dreamed, and through it all, like the Concord River, my life moves at a steady pace towards its destination.

May the next eight years bring me harmony and joy. Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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Winter’s Parting

Winter left the northern half of Mother Earth with a frigid blast of cold air in my region and tons of snow in others. My parting words to the season — don’t let the door hit you… (Yes, I’ve used this phrase before. I’m old and I’m starting to repeat myself…so sue me.)

Enough about Winter. Welcome Spring 2021 and all the BS that the thing I shall not name brings along for the ride. You know what I’m talking about; the big C word.

No, not that C word.

Enough about the terrible things we have to look forward to in the coming season. I want to discuss the hole in my pocket of joy because I had to send my dear, sweet Shadow on his farewell journey across the Rainbow Bridge.

Illustration courtesy of:
I’ll see you and all the pets of my life, along with family members, on the other side of the bridge, Shad.

I thought the hole would continue to grow in size but I managed to find a needle and thread (I’m typing metaphorically, you do realize that, right?) and I stitched up that darn gaping-joy-sucking-hole.

Enter Oreo and Samatha.

Oreo is a lap kitty. Cool!!!
Samantha likes to sit as high as possible and survey her world.
Even doors don’t stop her.

I adopted these precious felines from Kitty Connection out of Medford, MA. Because, as we all know, life is better with a cat on your lap (their slogan but I agree wholeheartedly).

Harlee wasn’t too keen on our new family members at first.

“Not two cats?!”

He eventually got over it and learned to accept the new status quo.

“As long as she continues to buy me Munchkins, she can have as many cats as she wants.”

Sam and Oreo have settled in nicely.

Oreo loves looking at the bird feeders I have hanging outside just about every window.
Sam, enjoying her breakfast.

All in all, my house is a very, very, very fine house, indeed, with two cats and a dog.

Provided to by Rhino Atlantic Our House · Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young

Time to go play some laser tag.

Happy Spring 2021 to you. Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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A Rather Blustery Start to March

Do you recall the story of Winnie the Pooh and the Blustery Day?

Well, the past few days here in my little corner of the Concord River have been very blustery, indeed. So blustery, in fact, that Zephuros, the god of the spring winds, blew apart the large oak tree alongside my yard.

This is the oak tree I asked my neighbor not to cut last summer when he was having several trees on his property taken down.

Seems old Zephuros had other ideas and exhaled strong enough to finish the tree off.

My own oak tree saved the piece from crashing onto my gardens, so, yea oak tree. Sadly, I fear it won’t save the split tree from being cut down. Its days are numbered.

The blustery wind blew in some new friends. A couple of Trumpet swans spent a lazy afternoon across from my house.

Trumpet swans

Zephuros also blew in the start of what will soon be a plague of grackles.

Male grackle.

I’m serious. A large group of grackles is called a plague. You wait, in a couple of weeks I’ll have a whole hassle of grackles, along with Red-winged blackbirds. These birds are the true harbingers of spring.

Now it’s time to play a game.


One of these ducks is not like the others; one of these ducks doesn’t belong…

If you guessed the last duck on the right you win.

All the ducks are Mallards except for the last female on the right. She’s a Pintail.

Female Pintail

She’s taken to hanging around with a Mallard male. This crossbreeding, or hybridization as it is called, is common among ducks. According to Jennifer Kross, a communications biologist at Ducks Unlimited’s Great Plains Region ‘Waterfowl crossbreed more often than any other family of birds. Scientists have recorded over 400 hybrid combinations among waterfowl species, however, the offspring are typically infertile. In North America, one of the most common wild hybrids results from Mallard/Pintail breeding.’

I can’t wait to see what the chicks look like.

Moving on to more duck news, with all the snow we’ve been having the corn I put out keeps getting covered. But never fear, the ducks found a way to get at the food. As the snow melts, pockets form and, well, see for yourself.

I’m not so sure sticking their heads down a dark hole is safe. Two Red-tailed hawks and a Bald eagle have been hunting in the area.

American Bald Eagle

One unlucky duck should have paid more attention to what was going on in the sky instead of thinking about his stomach.

The circle of life can be a bitch.

But it can also be a wonderful thing. Especially when it involves birds finding mates and proclaiming their territory. You may remember this video of a Tufted titmouse singing out its mating call.

Cool, right?

Now watch this:

That’s an male Eastern bluebird letting the other males know that he has proclaimed the mealworm feeder his territory. It’s neat to watch him dive bomb any intruders but act so sweet and charming when the female bluebird swoops in for a bite to eat. Males are such pushovers for a pretty pair of wings.

Female Eastern Bluebird

Okay, that’s all I have for you at the moment. Hang tight, spring is coming and there’ll be more news from the river. Until then, be gentle to Mother Nature’s children.

Blessed be :}

The little red squirrel who spends his evenings in my attic.

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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Yesterday, I heard Spring singing.

Tufted titmouse, singing his mating song.

She used a Tufted titmouse to carry her song and I must say it was melodic and truly magical.

Spring is coming!

Okay, I may be jumping the gun a bit however I need to get out of my house and start digging in the dirt. I need to work in my gardens! I neeeeeeeeed to. Really, really, really neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to. I’m going batty in my self-imposed COVID lockdown.

Two days ago the country hit the half-million mark for COVID deaths. February 23, 2021. Deaths that shouldn’t have happened but did. Lives lost that shouldn’t have been lost. Tears shed that shouldn’t have been shed. May they all soar among the stars.

The Empire State Building lit in “heartbeat” red as part of a national memorial to lives lost to COVID-19. (AP Photo/Frank Franklin II)

May all the birds sing at the top of their lungs to help us remember that life can be glorious.

Rose-breasted Grosbeak, May, 2018.

Blessed be :{

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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My Pocket Had a Hole In It

Well, it seems my pocket of joy had a hole at the bottom because all my joy leaked out. Today I sent my cat of 18 years to that great lap in the sky.

Shadow. August 2002 to February 2021.

Shad was a great cat. He loved to bask in the sun and loved, loved, loved laps. When my sister was staying with me while recovering from her stroke Shadow spent many a sunny afternoon snoozing on her lap. (I took a picture but that was before I knew to upload to the cloud and that phone is sitting at the bottom of the Concord River along with the other two phones.)

Shad and Harlee enjoying some time in the sunshine.

There’s a funny story about Shadow. When he was around a year old he developed a UTI. A really bad one. My husband and Chris were down south at the drag races and I was left to tend to the homestead. I brought Shad to the animal clinic and received a quote of $2000.00 to treat the infection. Like a dutiful wife, I called my ex (emphasis on ‘ex’) who told me to put Shadow down.

With a heavy heart I said I would and told the hospital staff my decision. Not a second later I changed my mind and paid the bill. Several days later my Shad came home and, as you can surmise from the above paragraph, got rid of the husband.

Shadow keeping a spot warm for me in bed.

Shad was with me through seven moves. Yes, seven. Seven new locations for his litter box. He always knew the best spots to nap, though, and always found my lap. Over the years I’ve cried into his soft fur, laughed while stroking his ears, and brushed him while listening to his sage advice, which was invariably for me to take a nap in the sunshine.

For the past two years it was touch and go with trips to the vet and special foods, including baby food, ground ham, pulverized turkey, senior bisque for cats — the list grew and grew as Shad wasted away. But just when I expected he wasn’t long for this world he would pull a life out of his magic bag of tricks. I swear Shadow had a ton of lives, not just nine. I stopped counting at 20.

Damn, I’ll miss my buddy.

Shadow doing what he did best — napping in the sun.

I hope he’s napping on Dyan’s lap. Blessed be :{

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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Pockets of Joy

I am confident it won’t come as any surprise to you when I write my next words: (Virtually cracking knuckles to limber up my fingers.)

Life has had the joy sucked out of it like a little lamb suckling milk from its mother’s teats.

Go ahead and giggle; I used the word teats. Haha

Why, you may ask, am I thinking about lambs and teats? Well, today, February 1, if you’re reading this today on February 1; if not and you’re reading it on April 23 or August 18 or some other date, allow me to inform you the date of writing this post was, in fact, February 1, which was Imbolc.

Imbolc, is a pagan sabbat that celebrates the halfway point between winter and spring AND, in keeping with the suckling theme, marks the time from back in the day when ewes began to lactate in preparation for birthing lambs.

Feel free to use this link where you’ll find a well-written (ahem) post about Imbolc. (Sly grin.)

Now, back to life…and suckling, I mean sucking. Again you may be asking why I’m on this kick about life being devoid of joy? My answer would be: Come on, for Pete’s sake, look around; things presently suck the big teat and I’m not just referring to politics or that-which-shall-not-be-named.

“Harry, I dare you to say my name; double dare you.”


Ha, put that in your pipe and smoke it!

Here’s my list of things that are presently sucking in my little corner of the Concord River.

I found a Painted turtle hatchling in the middle of the driveway.

Frozen Painted turtle hatchling.

The poor little thing was frozen solid and I can’t imagine why he was trying to cross the driveway in the first place when the wind chill brought the temperature down to minus 12. It’s January, or was January, and hatchlings should have the proper innate mindset to stay buried in the mud until the weather is more conducive to taking a leisurely stroll to the river. But, nooooo, not this little creature, thus leaving me with a hatchling popsicle. I brought it into the house to warm up (ever the optimist) with the hopes it would come back to life.

No luck. Although the hatchling thawed, it remain motionless; basically dead. Sigh.

Next on the Sucking Hit List was the headless Tufted Titmouse I found in my yard.

I’m sure you don’t need me to explain how this happened.

My Cooper’s hawk.

The guilty party is always nearby, watching and waiting for my songbirds to put down their guard, or heads, as in this case.

The Cooper’s hawk ate a variety of birds over the past week. After the titmouse, the hawk munched on a Slate-colored junco.

At least I think this was a junco. I put my little stretchy glove in the photo to help give the scattering of feathers perspective. I’m not sure how the glove helped but, hey, I took an online course in perspective and I’m trying to utilize what I learned.

Número quatro on the list — I dropped my phone. I was trying to take a movie of this cool waterfall and while straddling the flow I slipped. It was going to be either me or the phone.

This is the third phone of mine the Concord River has claimed. Perhaps I should move to the mountains. At least the first video I took uploaded to the cloud before my phone went ker-plunk.

Rounding off the Sucky List is my anxiety. Man, oh man, I wish there was a way I could explain the physical pain I feel during an attack, along with the mental anguish I suffer.

This image sums it up really, really well. (Photo: Toledo Blade)

Alright, I’ve had enough with this list. It’s time to find some pockets of joy in my life and I’ll start with the songbirds that haven’t been eaten by the hawk.

Ahhhh, now that’s better. More please.

I found an American Goldfinch who was a friendly little fellow, or gal. In it’s winter plumage it was hard to tell.

When it’s hard to find pockets of joy I need to create some. Try this video on for size.

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Pockets of joy rock.

Let me think if I have any others.

How about painting? My therapist keeps telling me, ‘Action alleviates anxiety.’ Well, since I can’t get outside and garden I’ve turned once again to my acrylic paints.

Can you find the man in the mountain?

I’m not trained in the least and I only write this so you’ll oooooo and aaaaaaa over the above painting. Did it work? How about now?

Awwww, shucks, you’re making me blush.

If you’d like to start painting to help with your anxiety or any other emotional ailment you might be suffering from, watch this video then head to Michelle’s website. But before you do, please subscribe to my channel. Pretty please.

Based on the above evidence the pockets of joy seem to be outweighing the suckiness, but not by much. I’ll work harder to find the joy. Until then, thank you for reading my little blog. (Hey, having you as a reader is a pocket of joy too! Cool.)

Blessed be :}

Mi manchi, mia amata immortale.

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